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Sunday, August 31, 2014

Season 2, Episode 9 - STARE


It was dark.

I heard the door close. Someone was in the room. I suddenly felt someone snuggle up from behind me like it was just the normal thing to do. It was you.

I turned to face you on the bed. You were already smiling and you seemed happy. I felt at peace. You continued staring at me silently with your brown eyes for a couple of minutes. Even from the darkness, I could still make out the contour of your face, your nose, your lips, of how your eyes crinkle when you smile. You were just staring at me and I felt myself numb from it.

From what seemed like forever, you suddenly uttered something.

"Promise me one thing," you said. And then you suddenly kissed my forehead and hugged me tight.

My brows furrowed. I got confused and I felt myself tearing up. But you were still smiling. 

'Wait, what is this about?' I asked myself.

You were about to say something but I suddenly found my right index finger to your lips and shushed you. I held your hand and there was that smile again.

I inched myself closer to you, our breathing already in rhythm with each other. I saw your smile disappear and turned into that look of longing. You brushed my hair and caressed my chin. We continued to stare at each other for a few seconds. Then, I found myself brushing my nose against your eyes, your cheek, your nose, your lips.

Suddenly, from the darkness, we found our lips just a mere half an inch from each other and our eyes gazing in the heat. We were about to lock our lips to what seemed like a night of passion.

And then, I woke up.

Silent Adventurer out!



Monday, August 18, 2014

Season 2, Episode 8 - MILESTONE


It's a bit pathetic but, nonetheless, it's still definitely a milestone. It's my first ever Facebook post achieving more than 100 likes. Pathetic...(smirk)

Silent Adventurer out!

Friday, August 8, 2014

Season 2, Episode 7 - REALIZE


I came to realize something this morning.

In the middle of my reverie while I was brushing my teeth in the bathroom and staring at myself in the mirror, a familiar passing thought held on. It held on and made me reflect on it.

Suddenly, I came to realize that my love life has been mostly defined by cases of wrong timing, what-ifs, or what-could-have-beens. Come to think of it, I have been falling for the same shit over and over again. Without warning, I felt myself suffocating - that feeling of loneliness which I was ready to wallow myself again in frustration and self-pity.

Still, I managed to pull myself together, spit out the crap, and washed it off. There was really no sense succumbing myself to yet again another bout of reliving scenarios and pondering on possibilities.

In the end, I need to keep it in. I need to keep it real.

I will have to settle for this. That's enough for me. For now.

Silent Adventurer out!